New Beginnings and Adventures!

Two days ago, I did an intensive workout and it ended up injuring my back. I haven’t been able to move much and its impossible for me to bend down to pick up things. I literally had to ask my mother to lift the toilet seat up for me, SAD! My mother feels I should go see a doctor and get some x-rays done since I do have cervical lordosis (spine shifts 20 degrees). This could actually be serious and it worries me. On the other hand, Gari randomly texts me and accompanies me to the market so I can make some soup. He looks cleaned up, I was ridiculously surprised. Then Pepin, Mauro, and Christian came over. We all played Tony Hawk’s Ride and they were tight cause I got the highest score, duh! I felt myself gain 10lbs since we had mountains of ice cream, donuts, and marshmellows mhm :) Later, we watched The Unborn and it wasn’t too bad. Stephanie kept screaming her ass off haha. It was a good day despite my back killing me.

Last night, I got home at 3 and went straight to bed. I had this ridiculous dream starring Rob, me, and a third person. We were somehow crossing a swamp and this huge snake kept trying to bite us and obviously kill us. The snake killed Rob and I FREAKED out. I think the dream is just trying to tell me that Rob is completely out of my life now and thats fine with me, I won’t stress it anymore. I honestly do hope the guy finds his perfect girl. As for me, I’m young and I’m not in the process of looking for my perfect guy. In fact, I give up on relationships for now! I’m going to focus on school and my family and friends :]

Gussy called me this morning and said he would come with us to go see Glassjaw :] yay! now we have a ride to the Starland Ballroom in Jersey and we don’t have to troop it! So it’s going to be me, Jeff, Corey, Ashley, and Gussy.

Did I also mention that Ashley has TWO new boos?! TJ and Tyler, hmm. She has two great options here and I’m happy for her. I hope she settles with the right guy.

I should stop writing and get some food in me!

Unfortunately, my relationship/friendship with Robert turned sour. He saw a picture of me dancing reggaeton and he flipped. He said that it was his tipping point and I bring unncessary issues to his life. We met earlier yesterday and I tried to talk it out, tried to have him give me another chance. I even teared and said all I could say but he didn’t care for it. So that’s about it, time to moveeeee on like I always do. I felt better right after we parted at the train station! I’m single and I can now enjoy 2010: year of new beginnings and adventures, learn new lessons and encounter new loves. I honestly think its going to be a great year and I’m so excited for it!

Anyways, I got on the train and met up with Chico right outside my building. Apparently, one of his deliveries was in my building so I rode with him as he finished his other deliveries. This boy drinks A LOT of Ensure! lmao. I went to his crib to say hi to his family. Corey and Jeff then came to pick me up so we could watch movies at Jeff’s. I’m definitely crushing on Corey. I can give be such an asshole to him and he thinks its funny! he’s not the sensitive type at all, thank god. Let me not get into too many details about him though, its too soon.